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rather who am I kidding? College, a relationship, friendship, life; all things that I have failed/am failing/will fail at. Yea yea I know, I shouldn’t think like that but hell lets be serious, if you really know me then you know I’ve always given up and failed. Of course this doesn’t mean that I should give up right? eh maybe. why keep trying when I’m fated to repeat the first quarter of life over and over. Luckily for the world I enjoy the pain, or rather I enjoy watching myself writhe in pain so I guess I’ll try it all over again and see how far I make it this time.